by zayla on Thu May 12, 2005 4:19 pm
i have been diagnosed with bi-polar. over the last few years, i've lost everything. wife, job, money, family and friends. it happened slowly, but it came to a head 2 months ago with a botched suicide attempt.
i have become a pharmacuetical pintata. over the last few years i have taken tegratol, lamictil, depakote, serazone, zoloft, effexor, geodad, provigil, prozac and more. i have epilepsy and an early diagnosis of ms as well.
i've also taken a number of things that were not prescribed.
with all of this, last year i still managed to compete in the ironman triathlon and run a marathon. now it's all starting to slip.
i am looking for new ideas, new thoughts and alternative approaches. i have gradually stopped taking all meds, except my seizure meds.
i want my body clean, of all drugs except the minimum. diet, lots of exercicse.
if anyone has any information, i would appreciate it. any books, websites, personal experience, etc., i would greatly appreciate it.
thank you.